I stab my beak in cactus flesh My eyes press into spine Small price to pay to make a nest To bear the avian line (”The Song of the Gilded Flicker”) — She has a clockwork man A genius set in stone Push a button Hear him sing Trala-lala lala-lala till he stops Now her robot's broken She snapped him in a rage For he sang From delight At other life’s great joys Cries the girl at nighttime Cries her eye all day Breaks him more To blame him more But broken he must lie For a singing man's no clockwork He's a heart in beaten time In stopping Of his voice Becomes a mere mechanical — Rocky soil The simple grass I grow is unworth labor The cattle maw chokes the browning blades Mewling bloody mouths Eyes grey sagging tears pearling A dim sullient pool And, my shins are cut up Feet hurt — Why must sages live in mountain caves? It is to quiet the memories of the hundred heartbreaks below. Is to let the tiniest natal light burn every fuel the person can provide. To seek a friend’s eyes full of will and wit sharp and strong. Seek a friend within, for the mazes crawl with scapegoats. — To a Friend There are still some times when I see something so beautiful that I wish you could be near to me A leaf eddy, hidden in a cactus mitt fallen to the ground and skeletal A stump cradling spiderwebs letting eager shoots break forth to try to be And I pity us who tangled up in my wife’s jealousy When the moon rises synchronizing with the setting sun As if to let us know that ever shines a light And that within it we spin, and that we all continually spin as one I must hesitantly venture counter-motion, or else give up the right For though there may have been more than a fingerprick of feeling within my heart And bidden by my blood’s boil to increase, my thoughts reddened with the sunrise Never did my will direct intentions but holiest and most in keeping with our nature’s part And never once, perhaps but once, did I show myself a victim to your eyes And yes but once, and so but once, but once I held your gaze But you, but you then loved me too, a moment reeling in the days